end of summer :(

ok, so we have a week and a few days until school starts back up... im kinda excited. but its w/e. ok, so how was ur summer. mine was pretty great. i went to summer school. then after that, i started preferred. then we went on vacation to Wisconsin Dells. it was pretty fun. now i got a visit with my mom tomoro and im bored until then. just listenin to music. imma get my hair cut before school starts. start the year off new. lol. im shocked i made it to this year. :) and we're going school shopping next week. i love going school shopping. i dont know why tho. its just like idk yea. i need to call dani, tell him i miss him. :P lol. i talked to dylan last night, and i think thats the longest we've talked since summer school ended. lol. and then i saw T.J. yesturday too :) i like attacked him. it was funny. ms. Janet was like whos that. now ayanna is doin wall sits and shes almost in tears. its kinda sad actually. anyway. im tired of typing.
ostalabyebye <3 sam.

busted up

i know my shits busted up, im a product of my enviorment, but that dont give u the right to call my shit trashy. like fer real. i know i got problems, but who dont. y u judge me when u aint so perfect either sir. all this shit i got i got cuz i earned it, how much have u earned lil boy. yea thats what i thought. so dont go sayin that im busted up or trashy just cuz i cant afford no $200 shoes bitch. fuck you.

lyin on me

so i lost my level.... and got up all night, and all day no privs.... it sucks.... and it totaly wasnt worth it. like ok, somebody lied and said something and i know who it was, so i said something to her (my roommate) about it, and shes like " i aint trippin off you mother fuckers." and then she goes down and tells mrs. Clarinda about what i said to her. wow. yea ur not trippin off me u stupid bitch. so i go and talk to ms. Alana about how she went and talked to mrs. Clarinda after she (my roommate) easedropped on the whole conversation. then desides to slam  her door and cry about it like a lil bitch. so i went down the hall and yelled at her. and i got in trouble. it blows. so now im fucked because somebody wants to "not trip" off my ass and lie on me when you know you was wrong. so yea. thanks.

I hate living Here

ok so i wanted to go to the mall with dylan right. and my staff is being bitches and wont let me go! its a bunch of bull shit. like fereal. then i got into a huge fight with my mom and she told me not to call her until our next visit, and ill be damned if i do. then my dad wants to visit me and thats just gunna cause drama between me and my mama. so idk what to do. i hate living here. im so ready to go home! i fuckin hate it here. like fereeal ive been here fer almost 5 months, and thats wayyy too long! somebody help me. i need to get out!

Throw Those Hands!

ok, so i know i havent posted in FOREVER, but im back now, and i have some shit to say! first off, i am so sick of stupid lil kids who wanna start drama with me, and then bring it home too! like ferreal, i get it, you like me, thats y my name is always in your mouth, but theres no need to get me in trouble at the cottage just because you think that will make me notice youXD like ferreal, you say your not afraid to hit a girl, well baby boy ask anybody i know, i aint afraid to fight no boy and i deff aint afraid of your punk ass! you couldnt throw those hands even if you wanted too baby. trust me, you couldnt squish a grape in a wine factory. and you expect me to be scared? wow. but then you go and threaten my roomate, you wouldnt. cuz you know you would have everybody and their brother on your ass. now try my bitch. see what happens.

strong

im gunna be strong. i promised myself i would not cry. and there is no way imma break that promise... i cant take it. i can get through today just fine... right?

no heart beat

so i finaly went to the doctor... it didnt go very well... she couldnt find a heart beat :'( i dont feel like blogging today. sorry. bye.
<3 SAm